First of all, thank you. Thank you for trying so hard to ensure that you always look out for me. I know you see this as protecting me and your tactics have protected me many times in the past, especially from making that terribly rash, emotionally driven decision. With what I'm doing now though, you can trust me. I got you. I'm going to make this work for us because I know I'm in flow with the Universe. The Universe is supporting me, supporting us and it will always lead us down the right path. I can promise you this fear. Of course along the way if you have any questions, ask me! I'm an open book and I'm more than happy to answer anything I can to the best of my ability. I know understanding helps soothe you. I might not always know all the answers though, and when I say I don't know yet, trust that I'm exploring it. Really know that in these cases, I'm usually asking the exact same questions, and I trust, I know, that when my body knows the answer and is ready for my mind to catch up, I'll be listening. And then fear, you will be the first to know what I know.
You haven't been driving my life for some time now, but I sure know that this is a first for us. Don't feel defeated. I truly am grateful for your protection, for helping me hear you when it's time to listen - but in this part of my life, curiosity, motivation and most of all my passion are driving. I know that is tough to hear so here is what I promise to you fear -
I promise to lean in to you when it's what's right
I promise to listen, to surrender when it's the right time for you to speak
I promise to make decisions from my body
I promise to always make sure that my instincts are listened to and I hope you find some reassurance with that
I promise to always do Breathwork so that I'm hearing from you, and so I know the difference between listening to you and reacting on it
I promise to still my mind and watch my thoughts as a practice to keep me open
Most of all, I promise to be true to me, to my authentic self.
That's the life we're going to live together. Until we speak again...
All my love,